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Now some people might not think they can get into trouble, simply by asking another person for help, even if that person just happened to be The President of the United States of America. at least, i didn't think such would be the outcome in my case. I mean, i might not have actually expeced, George, to help me claim my rightful recognition from, oprah, for causing the creation of her magazine. but considering all the powerful people i alreaddy had sent letters to__about the situation, from what i saw, those greedy sods simply made their lives better__using that information as leverage__one against the other. and sure, eventually people did try to harm me, even kill me__on more than one occaision, just to shut me up. but that's not, nor ever was the kind of danger i felt afraid to test. my mortal soul however, this was something not to be trifiled with. the way i saw it: i had to practicaly become the Christian God. it was almost my destiny. and it was the only thing which could save my soul!!

What happened you see, the reason i felt responsible for this war, it all came about because of my own quest for recongnition. had i just said: ok, oprah winfrey, is much more powerful than me, she riped me off in a particuarly nasty way__intentionally trying to make me feel small, and, there was nothing i could do about it, that could have been that. but i didn't believe there was nothuing i could do about it, and told her so on numberious occaisions. and she should have beleived me, because although to you she doesn't look any worst for the ware, both she and i know her life has not been allowed to follow quite the path she had hoped it would. and she can blame me for that.