This Might Not Make The Sense I Intended

Let's start by saying it's unfortunate i don't have the time to re-write my last post, because what i say now would sound more logicial__were you to know me better, and have had the experiances with Establishment identical to mine.
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This all started-off, as something no less normal__than anything anyone might experiance in their life. my internet connection was going off-line__but soon, more times than i could count. well actually twenty-nine (29) times to be precis; all in the space of eighteen (18) days, and, six times a teck-guy from MaBell actually had to come to my house__to make inspections or fiddle with wires! the last one just left, assuring me everything is going to be all right now; though i did insist he change the wall-jak before he left. i mean: the five other tecks were telling me there was a problem with the jak, and it's there equiptment. the service is supposed to be working properly when i get it installed. i didn't do any damage to the thing, and by appearance__it didn't even look damaged anyway!! so why shouldn't they change the jak, and, why shouldn't they have done this on their first visit...?!?

So instead, and because of both who i am, and, the people i deal with in my most privet life, i had to imagian there were all sorts of problems going-on, other than what was the actual curcumstance. indeed, i had to think there might be some sort of bug planted, monitoring my internet activities, because after-all, such would not be a streach__for those whom have choosen to express themselves to be my enemies. due to MaBell's lack of ability in getting their job done properly, i had to instead imaginn someone had managed to send me some kind of Trogan-Horse or this new April-fools Virus !! of course MaBell isn't going to loose any sleep over the fact that for the past eighteen (18) days, because of their lack of a profesional attitude. i couldn't poke my noes out my front-door__without feeling i might be being watched, or worse even targeted!! the fact that i could have lost a lot of work means nothing to this huge Telecomucations Expert eather, although the more than six times(because they simply ignored a few appointments altoghther) i needed to stay at home waiting for them, in spite of the fact all they know about me is nothing and i could have a $500 a dayjob in fact. and as to who is going to need pay for all the extra minutes on my cel-phone plan (some 15-20 hrs) well i guess it's me, because certianly nobody else is offering to take care of this!!

In the editting of this post let's just say: i have done everything i know how, to make that last post before this read more easily. since it is so much about who/what i am or even might be, and so very meny people of real power don't want you to know anything about me at all, the only thing i can suggest for the time is you at-least try to read it__usuing obviously some paitence. i realize that is a difficult thing to ask of people, especially these days. but if you are now trying to understand me in any way, and simply want the answers as to if what i am saying here is truth or fiction, the time reading that last over-sized post is more worth than mearly your time. And i do assure you: It Will Make Sense...
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