What to Do What to Do...

i find my-self looking at this blank/page, not really cretian what to say. that previous over-sized post has something to do with that; i knowing it so has to be done-over__while not wanting to take the time to do it. but so does the fact that so often, so very often__my mear words have unleashd forces i truely never realizid i had within me !! I have seen what my words do__with a chilling-effect; though i know i shouldn't concern myself with what others do in my name. i can't be responsible for the way this world, Establishment, has twisted what i intended__ into getting everything "it" ever wanted, and i will not be held responsible for all the poor-innocent blood that has been spilled in this war, because Establishment choose to double/cross me !! What Establishment does in my name, i am Not guilty of, and, there is no blood on my hands; though i do hold the very souls of those whom appose me__under the heavy heel of my rightious right foot !!

But in-deed, i have to be careful what i say and whom i talk to; even while at the same time, i speak to the whole world__with my every breath. the whole world however has no way to betray me, the way Establishment has so often done. the worst thing to me the world in general could do, would be not to believe in me, to think i am a fraud the way Establishment so needs it to do so. to have humanity/socity the general public think: my battle is any less important than thier battles, and not to realize i fight for the good of man-kind and for a princable/not because i choose to seek finacial-wealth, to have man think it was all about the 8.5 to 9.5 Billoin i am alreaddy worth__were this thing to find itself before The Courts...this would be an un-bareabul consenquence for me to suffer !!
I have learned one thing above all with this Oprah-Thing: When you fight for a principle, more wealth will come your way than ever you could have expected. In my case, because of the people i challange and the out-comes such battles provide, at least in the eyes of some people, it may have also turned me into a God !! but rest assured: my head in on much leveler ground, here, with the rest of humanity.
And it is in their Courts where this-thing will be judged !!

http://members.fortunecity.com/theministerofcool1