Free At Last...Free At Last !!

And my people have at last been set free of this travisity George got us in with his trickery__in Iraq !! Even so, the joyous tears are being fought-back from my eyes, because i have to answer the phone__to survive, and, this little Christ needs to find himself a new room'mate; unanle to allow myself the pleasure this moment brings me. So yes, at the moment i can't experiance the true exticy i feel__at knowing at least some of the troups are being released from thier un-just mission. But really...Now i may start some healing of my own, no longer feeling quite as guilty from being used by The President {{Nor did i ever expect that !!

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People common to this blog know what is being said here__that i am a Christ lol i think not, and, Ur welcome 2 any thoughts on this Tkz !!I

I don't like this having to live with a roomie the past eighteen months, and, for the first time in nearly 15 years of my life. I was so strong when first creating "this thing" i have become; even though by accident, and, unwilling. but then the personal wounds re-opened. i started to drink seriously, then fell into narcotics{{ It was the blood man...the blood George spilled on my hands. And it made me fall back into what i cured. The guilt did this to me, because i never imangined anything so extraordanry in my life__as being in any way responciple for innocent people dying, even though i was tricked, used, denied, or, whatever you want to call it !! And even today, this day, the landlord will be pounding on my door because i have no rent to give him for a few more days; as my rent will be late for the first time in two years here.

I must be such a show-off when Sol calls for his rent, and, probably suffer public abuse as he takes this out into the streets and the neighbour'hood. None of these peopel know me eather, but must now i think; especially as i need continue living in their presents. i no longer care if they realize i became this Christ eather, because, am i to allow them, they might understand my recent regular bouts with Drugs.
My people in Iraq have been set free !! I have a new room'mate and a new-life. There is nothing to continue feeling guilty about, and, they may marvel in my recovery...
It's about damm time !!