I never thought i would live to see the day, when i was anything at all like my parents. i never thought i would say "the world and those living in it, are worse and worse with each and every passing hour". but i agree!! i in fact unashamadidly whole'heartedly agree. it seems to me these days you can't say anything to anyone, without them taking it the wrong way, and thinking you have nothing better to do than dilibertly critize them. a friendly word of advice, all to often returns as a verbal assault, defensive attatudes, and possibly even violance.
Now what i'm going to deal with here, is far from the norm__for me. as everybody knows, if i had my way, if i was not so buissy trying to simply live a life., i would be stright up in The Establishments face, and probably unfortunatly__through no fault of my own__making this world a much more uncomfortable place than it already is. but i'll say this though: i wish people could be more carefull with me, because if i am angered too thourally, there is nothing stoping me from ripping-off another letter to Establishment, watching it squerm, and then be witness as it corrupts itself__trying to dismiss itself from my existance. i could in other words: decide to tear the wings off of little flies, just because i thought i needed a pound of flesh. but that's neather here nor there; for the moment, at least.
anyway, i was out shopping today__with my dog in-tow; when somebody decided to dismiss me; not for the God i am, but for the simple human i so long to be: which of course angered me beyond contempt. it is times like that, when i find myself so wanting to let certian people know just who exactly in the fuck they are talking to; while at times like that, i also must be careful to hold my toung__on that subject at least.
And so, what could have riled me today to the point that i would wish to take my frustrations out on my superiors, you ask. well i had to watch as a compleat stranger abused their dog. it was a silly little Chiawawa, but none the less a defencless animal. this girl had it standing on the roof of her car, while waiting for her boyfriend to return from the drug-store. i watched, strapping my bags to the handle-bars of my byick, and collecting my own Jack-Russle from the shady post where she had been tied; as this poor little thing pratically danced-up a storm on the roof of that car. the sun was out shining with a heat seldom witnessed this summer, that the roof was uncontroalably hot. and i could tell the dogs paws were suffering. she of course paied no attention to the animal's pain; that eventually, and as politly as i have ever been to a compleat stranger, i touched the roof of the car and tried to explain that the dog's feet were over-heating.
well it was as if i had said: she was a bitch, why didn't she go fuck herself: because, immeately a string of absenities were releaved from her nasty mouth, and i instructed: i didn't need to talk to her, which was repeted__once with her humming loudly alone, i imangain so i wouldn't be able to be heard. there however was nothing for me to say, as the dog was already in her hands and off the roof. my point was both understood & applied.
but it didn't make me want to slap her face none-the-less !!
I mean come-on people. i was polite, and thought only that this broad (and i know nore care how inapropiate that might sound) i only thought this broad might not have realized the pain she was causing her pet. there was no intention on my part to degrade her, make her feel foolish, or try to appear more concerning than she. i mearly thought because of her young age, and the fact that she might not have experianced life the way someong more than twice her age had, that she didn't realize what was happening. but i better understand now why some people say: it's better not to get involved, because even with the best of intentions__people take things the wrong way.
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