It's Not You and It's Not Me

I know my neighbours must be somewhat freeked-out right now, because of what i have allowed them to learn. But my question is:

"If anything, what it it that worries, disturbs, or possibuly concerns them?" Are they going to change towards me, i wonder? And why? Sorrowfully i believe i might have already witnessed-it__to a point, but want to immagian it's all in my head. In-fact i think it is. But i don't handle confrintation very well, i know, and usually end-up yelling__trying to drown-out my confronters reducoulious arguement; which usually has only arisen out of some kind of jeliously__on their part. And although i have great limits, and can show enorimus restraint, an argument born out of some sort of petty jeliously...that is something i have never in all my life__no matter what the situation, been able to deal with in a polite, calm, and more intuned with my actual personality sort-of-way.

I know in my heart however that: If my neighbours change towards me, it's not because of something i have done. i am the same person i was yesterday as i am today. i have not changed one iota. And just because this case against Establishment i have been forced through my integerity to fight__single-handedly if need-be, just because that in the minds of some people who actually know me well__represents God's return to earth and The Final Battle between the forces of good against evil, i personally am not working for, or, with any intrest in destruction, but enlightenment! i don't believe i am Christ, any more than thoes who know me do, and even although my ability has allowed and taught me how to preform that role__better in meny cases than even did He, be i The Prodigy Child and the one ment to prepair the way for His return, or, even if somehow i am Him, my friends have nothing to feer in me. And as far as jeloiusly goes: Who could possibuly believe This is something which brings me any pleasure at-all. i do what i do surely not even because it is now my destiny, but instead...My obgliation, my duity and what is right, just, pure!!

The point is:
Those whom will over the next few months abandon me now, those whom shall change their personality towards me now...
i can only ask, i in-fact beceach them to ponder what is in their heart, and why it is suddenly there.

BECAUSE:
It is The Church which says: "The return of Christ represents the final-days of Humanity."

It is The Establishemnt which suggests: "The return of our Lord&Saviour represents Armageddion and the destruction of Man-kind."

But I Say To You:
"Feer Not, for it is The Church, yea...it is all of Establishment i come to judge, and to vanquish, for it is They whom have led to our destruction, and want to blame you !!"
Indeed, i am a combination of Jhon the Apositle((who wrote all those letters to Establishment and The Church. I am like King David(( standing single-handed against his giant, and Christ Jesus; so they say. But in all cases, these people never once fought against their neighbours, but instead resurved their might against what mattered, or, against The Establishment and all its corrupt parts.
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