Sunday, July 11, 2010

Turn of Events

When I'm Down-here:



More often than not, it's because something's making me uncomfortable__i come to/Blog. But i have also learned over the meny years of my becomming this/Thing, this entity, dare i say it Yes This Christ, discomfort, like love, or, the sence of beauty...it is in the mind of the beholder, and, means meny differant things__to meny differant people.



For instance:

My eminent conclusion into The Muslim World, might seem to some__a betraial of my Christian Heritage, an abandonment of my/Faith. To me it is an/Encloudiance, a bringing/Together of two Religions, and Brotherhood! It is in fact the only real right-way for PEACE between The East & The West.

Not of course that i see any way around that meny__more in The West, eventually are going to need pay dearly for their betraial against Humanity; though i need have nothing do with that, as...Such-matters are, i think, best left to their own device__to be experianced encompased within the full/Glory & Wonder of my/God!

But Alas...these are words i am full aware of, that are not compleatly understood by the/Masses, which is why whenever possible, i like to keep my head closer to the ground, and within the full ear-shot of my/People. And if it's about getting attention, i am also known to be not only more than dirrect, but crass, rude, overbarring, delibraite, vengefull, deturmand/Pig-headed, and yes, an actual born/Bastard__not to mention my other meny falicies.



The Fact of The Matter Is:



With each passing-day, i become more disalusioned with Christianity. But it is a real turn of events, when something within the boundries of your own home, fules the fire of this dissallusion.

I mean...i could wirte things in my/Blog, that would make certian people feel uncomfortable walking out of their own front-door__in this neighbourhood, and, be assured everybody with a computer in the-Hood__was reading those-Posts, just as certianly i could assure you...it was because of, Carole's brief denial/betraial, and abandonment of me__which caused her almost instantiously (within 24hrs.) somehow comming-down with a problem of having water on her human-heart! Gladly the-simptiom has cleared-up, and although i've not mentioned it to her, she seems to be better; while it only lasted a few days anyway.



I have to wonder though...was this more about teaching me a lesson, or, was it just about teaching Carole a lesson. And there it is, you see!

Carole got sick because The/forces-that-BE, The/positive enegries of The Universe, if you like...GOD, realized how wonded i was by what Carole did; that in this/way she could understand the reality of my existance, and maybe, i, could finally come more to accept-It !

The point is: had that problen lingered__both of them actually(hers&mine) that wond her brief denial of me cause me, could have festered like Carole's sick heart. But i would have felt abandoned by one of the very people i have come to save, which would have seemed worse; while Yes, aledgely__even a Christian would have done this! So the out-come of that situation, could have caused me to be more reckless__towards my own journey into The Muslim World & Their Faith.

What the/matter, however__remains this:
I am directly joined in living-arrangments__with someone who cannot fail to recognize my spiritual-existance, yet__seems deturmand to treat me almost as though i were sub-human! I have to live with this every-day, feeling the lack-of-respect, the ungratitude, the outright un'Christian-like behaviour dirrected towards me...and after all i have done both in and for this world too!
Indeed, i have been betraied, swindeled, decived, and all manner of other milishious activities also have been sent my way, and, by powers much greater than Young Little KLINT is ever lickly to know in the entirity of his life-time. And through their denial of me, i have seen them forced-up even to The Gates of Armageddion Themselves__with the power still even to at any time__open them! But with all Establishment has done to me, through me, against me, and against Humanity__through me, though such is not behavior i condone, at least i understand it...
These people are running for their very fucKing-lives, so great is my wrath against them/ so wonderious the/Glory of my/GOD!
So i say it again...Klint is in my home. I an surrounded with this lack of respect__every moment i am here.
And this/Situation becomes a wond__which festers. And we all know what happens with a festering wond, should it not be quickly healed?
And yes, i know that ended with a question-mark, because you see...I Don't Answer Questions, I Just Raise Them!


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